The Perils of Dealing in Absolutes

My colleague, “A Midwestern Doctor,” has been on fire lately. When we connected to talk about one of the most significant developments in vaccine safety in years, I realized several of the points AMD raised were especially relevant right now. I asked if we could turn the conversation into an interview. AMD agreed. Since so much of the interview touched on various aspects of their work, I hyperlinked to their relevant posts within those conversations.PK: I know you’ve been buried, so thanks for making the time. A lot of people need to hear this. Also, congrats on the Tucker Carlson plug. He called you “kind of a genius and a very decent person”and put your work in front of his massive audience. When I first started helping you a few years ago because I loved the newsletter, I had a sense you’d add something real. I just never expected it to go this far. How has it been?AMD:That was very kind of Tucker. Before I saw that, I always wondered if he read this newsletter, because after I put together an extensive case for the evidence thatSSRI antidepressants can contribute to mass shootings(something I did because it seemed like the one viable way to draw real attention to the broader,more common debilitating harms of SSRIs), it went viral, andhe then aired a Fox segment on the topicthat to the best of my knowledge was the first time major media had seriously touched the issue in decades. Afterward, the Overton window opened; the serious dangers of SSRIs stopped being taboo, and people also began discussing the far morefrequent side effectsthat have ruined a lot of lives.Nowfederal policies are being enactedthat are causing the psychiatric profession to begrudgingly move toward (safely) deprescribing SSRIs.I appreciate the endorsement, but I appreciate even more that he was willing to take the risk of raising the subject when it still carried real cost.PK: Tell me about that Obi-Wan line we talked about the other night, “Only a Sith deals in absolutes.”AMD:When you told me that, it jumped out at me because it seemed to touch on the mental rigidity I see everywhere, which has always bothered me and, I feel, is the root cause of many problems that come up. I looked up the context behind the quote thatI put into the tweet you saw, and found out that what it essentially means is that as people’s minds harden and they “go to the dark side,” they begin seeing everything in black and white, so that anyone who is not fully with them must be against them.ED: Obi-Wan said the line to a student he deeply cared about who had begun taking Obi-Wan’s disagreements with his actions as proof Obi-Wan was his enemy.On a broad level, this is the societal shift which typically precedes democracies hardening into totalitarian states, like with Bush’s post 9/11 “You’re either with us, or you’re with the terrorists.” Yet, on an individual level, it frequently sends people like Obi-Wan’s student down a chain of distorted, dichotomous logic that makes them rigidly adopt positions at odds with the values they originally held. Interestingly, the statement itself is an absolute, which is useful because it shows how easily even people who criticize black-and-white thinking can slip into it.PK: I see that constantly, and also have to admit that in some areas, although I believe there are not many of them, I too can slip into that posture as well. Where does it come from?AMD:What I found the most interesting about the quote was learning that it touched upon why the Sith (ED: “evil Jedi”) worldview was so tempting in the first place. The appeal was never simply power for its own sake; it was that power and domination offered a way to eliminate uncertainty, which is something many people, including Obi-Wan’s student, simply cannot tolerate.PK: Have you researched that aspect of cognition?AMD:Actually, I did and found a substantial body of research on “intolerance of uncertainty” that describes essentially the same pattern and showsit frequently underlies emotional disorders like anxiety. The rigidity we notice is usually the visible surface; underneath it, there is often an intolerance of uncertainty that feeds the drive for control and is, in turn, reinforced by it—until the whole stance hardens into dogmatism.PK: Man, you just hit on something I thought about for years running an ICU as Director and Chief of 17 intensivists. When I compared my practice to my colleagues, I felt strongly that what separated us in the ICU wasn't intelligence, knowledge, or experience; it was our tolerance of risk, but also what I started to call "comfort with the unknowable," or, as you put it, comfort with uncertainty. That's because we were constantly in situations where you had to make decisions based on incomplete or unobtainable data.AMD: To that point, I’ve always been drawn to puzzles predicated on incomplete or unknown information because of the type of branching and expansive thinking that is required for them.  Has that been your experience?PK: Yes. I remember one day a nurse pointed out to me that I ordered far fewer tests and consults than any of my partners, and she was right. It sent me down a detailed 18-month analysis using multiple databases, which let me detail the actions of every intensivist on my service and compare how much each one tested and treated against how their patients actually did, using observed versus expected ICU mortality derived from ICU APACHE scores. The bottom line: no correlation. Heavy testers searching for certainty landed all over the performance (err, survival) rankings, and I was the outlier — second from the top in patient survival while ordering by far the fewest tests. (I explore why in the full analysis here.)AMD: That parallels my longstanding experience that the best integrative physicians I’ve worked with ordered far less labs than their colleagues.But the deeper point is yours: the testing reflected each doctor's discomfort with uncertainty, and like any other human characteristic, fell along a bell curve, with very few able to tolerate uncertainty very much (except moi, of course, sorry not sorry).AMD:It also describes doctors' dogmatic behavior and their tendency to distill complex topics into simple declarations that ignore much of what’s going on with each patient. On a deeper level, though, I think it’s the same dynamic underlying many of the ways our society has gone astray, as our entire mode of science and medicine revolves around dominating and rigidly defining nature rather than working in harmony with it, which effectively is an exercise in futility to force certainty onto a world that can never yield any more than the illusion of it from within an artificial model.PK: That’s one of my favorite points. Everything runs on protocols and algorithms, but every patient is different.Each week that I would take over the ICU, I would give my team which consisted of 1 fellow 6 residents, 2 students, a rundown of what to expect from me, and what I told them was: “This week, when I ask you a question, if you don’t know the answer, you can get out of it by saying, “It depends.” The problem is you will then have to tell me what variables it depends on, why that variable matters, and what the consequences are of doing or not doing that intervention in that situation. They actually loved doing that exercise at the bedside TBH. Man, you bring back memories of my teaching days.AMD:That’s wonderful; I would have enjoyed rounding on your team when I was in training. One of the things that has always alienated me is that I find certainty “boring,” and a big part of what drew me into becoming a doctor was knowing the sheer complexity of the body guaranteed I was signing up for a lifetime of uncertainty, challenges, and discoveries with each patient. So in my style of medicine, while there are certain principles I prioritize for restoring health, how I approach patients, even those with similar ailments, often varies immensely.PK: How do you reconcile that with you having to send the same email to hundreds of thousands of people at once?AMD:It’s one of the biggest challenges I face, as nothing exists that works for everyone or that can be applied and dosed in the same way. At the same time, I have the opportunity to help a lot of people, so I need to do something, and I’ve hence adopted the position of minimally discussing the therapies I use that are too variable while simultaneously trying to provide as pertinent detail as possible for the ones that are less specific to the individual.PK: Like DMSO?AMD:Yes—although it’s not the only one. The huge upside to DMSO is that it works for a very wide range of conditions, and while some knowledge and creativity is needed for its applications to address certain diseases, since it spreads through the body, even if it’s applied in a suboptimal way, it often still works. More importantly, it costs almost nothing so if it doesn’t work, it’s no real loss, and its toxicity is minimal, so while reactions do happen, most are either manageable or easily avoidable. However, even with that and my exhaustive efforts to supply the correct information on how to use it, people have issues from using it incorrectly, it still doesn’t work for everyone (e.g., readers have reported a 40-50% tinnitus improvement, 80-85% with pain, and likely over 90% with burns) and the less than satisfactory outcomes they share constantly weigh on me.PK: Don’t be too hard on yourself. The results I’ve seen are beyond what I would have thought possible for any therapy a few years ago. That’s why I’ve promoted it and why at our Leading Edge Clinic, we are running a tinnitus trial that now has some encouraging early signals.AMD:Tinnitus also illustrates a broader limitation in the usual model. To facilitate scalability, it revolves around diagnosing ailments by describing symptoms in Latin and then giving agents that counteract those symptoms. One issue is that different diseases with shared symptoms are treated as the same entity, so a treatment that addresses only a subset of causes becomes the standard of care and doesn’t help the remaining cases. Using tinnitus as an example, it has many different causes (which somewhat correlate with the different sounds people hear), and systems that successfully treat it typically consider multiple potential root causes rather than a single approach. Likewise, while DMSO addresses the root causes of some types of tinnitus, it either can’t address others, or it only works if a protocol is tailored to the specific condition present.PK: That matches what we’re seeing. Safety, range, and cost like this are rare. Not that I don’t know the answer, but I will ask the obvious question anyway: “Why hasn’t DMSO been pushed harder?AMD:Originally, it was because the FDA and other parts of the medical industrywent to great lengths to blacklist the therapy, like when they intimidated scientists researching it. Once they lost the power to do that due toa 1994 lawremoving the FDA’s jurisdiction over natural supplements, the health climate changed and increasingly revolved around marketing supplements. The major challenge with DMSO is that since a single bottle of it costs virtually nothing and lasts for months if not longer, no one has any incentive to market it and it got crowded out by everything else being promoted (resulting in it just being a therapy whose discussion was restricted to smaller alternative health communities where users were collaborating to find the best solutions to their ailments). The thing I found the most amazing about the whole thing is that while I knew buried DMSO research existed, I had no idea much was out there virtually no one knows about that addressed a wide range of challenging diseases no good options exist for currently.PK: Following your work as closely as I have, that was one of the most amazing things I learned, which was the insane amount of published research, not only in English, but in other languages as well; it was mind-boggling. So, tell me, how much published research on DMSO exists?AMD:I spent about five months going day in and day out to try to collect every medically relevant DMSO paper that existed, and while I tried to be thorough, I’m  sure I missed some of it. When I ran it through AI for a count, I had about 15,000 pertinent papers. I’m currently doing the medical ozone project, and I know there are thousands, but I do not expect to reach the 15,000 mark.PK: That’s a massive undertaking. How are you managing it?AMD:I’ve long been a pragmatist because I’ve had too many bad experiences sinking a lot of time into things I cared about that just couldn’t go anywhere. At the same time, I draw a clear delineation between “difficult” and “impossible,” and when I started this specific project, what needed to be done looked incredibly daunting, but didn’t feel “impossible,” so I just had faith I’d somehow figure out how to do it along the way. That happened, and the ozone project, which I thought would be much harder than DMSO because there are even more studies, is actually going much faster; in hindsight, I wish I’d known a lot of what I know now when I did the DMSO search. For example, recently when facing a really time-consuming research task, I queried a few AIs to see if a better option existed, and after the initial approaches failed, eventually found out a custom Python program was the ideal solution (which I then revised a few times). Before that moment, I had no knowledge of programming, but since I have a good enough grasp of logic, I can get AIs to write and debug Python programs for me, which makes so many of the tasks I had to do much simpler. So if you’d asked me a year ago, I never would have agreed I’d need to “learn to code,” but now that I somewhat have, it’s completely changed my life.PK: I actually don’t think I can give an insightful answer to this question in regards to my own pace and commitment to work because I seemingly do it without planning or forethought, so I will ask you: What keeps you putting in this level of effort?AMD:Helping others has always been one of the core values I navigate the world through, but I kept running into this: once I got involved in something my heart was called to, I often became entangled in something that ate up a lot of my time and didn’t feel like it helped people. A big part of wanting to be a doctor was just that I knew I could spend a lot less time to make a much bigger impact on a lot of people’s lives than people I’d tried to help in the past. However, I never dreamed I’d get the chance to help as many people as I do now, and while this newsletter is a lot of work, if you instead look at it as the ratio of how much effort I put in to the impact it makes for each person, it’s incomparable to everything I did before and something I never could have even conceived was possible.The entire reason I put so much effort into it is that I want the results that actually help people, and we currently have a window to reach many people who were never open to these issues before, so I feel I need to help create the stable non-polarized foundation that can actually shift how they see things.I also had a long period where I was immersed in the alternative media (and the attached communities), and while I found it enlightening, I gradually became more and more frustrated with the fact that a lot of the people there wanted to point out how bad things were, but never would offer productive solutions to make things better. On one hand, I get the helplessness, because it does really feel like the world is against you, like when you have a vaccine injury, but that helpless stance wasn’t acceptable to me, and now that I have a real opportunity to make things better, I feel I have to take it.PK: What do you think drives the black-pilled stance? ED: To those not in the know,black-pilled means having become deeply pessimistic or fatalistic—convinced that a problem is so entrenched that meaningful improvement is unlikely or impossible.AMD:It’s often thought to function as a way to eliminate uncertainty; if everything is already as bad as it can be, you cannot be disappointed later. Sometimes it is mixed with pride: the person who sees the full bleakness can believe they are clearer-eyed than those who are naive enough to still hope, and is also relieved of any responsibility to try to fix anything. While I see cases where either is at play, like when I feel it’s largely an ego thing when people get very aggressive with pressuring you to validate their bleak world view, when I encountered this within the communities I’ve belonged to, a large share of it felt like a trauma response. When you attempt to interrupt something profitable and harmful, the system will go to great lengths to resist the racket being interrupted. It’s hence inevitable that those trying to make things right will be marginalized and again and again sabotaged, so as time goes on, that just becomes their default, which in many cases is a valid way of interpreting what they subsequently see transpire, as once your hopes have been dashed too many times, it’s hard to have faith something good could happen.PK: I have to admit that on some issues, I believe I have developed a black-pilled stance and no longer work on them, but, at the same time, I do not let it color my entire worldview; I just pivot to areas I think will be more fruitful. How have you avoided sliding into it yourself?AMD:I’d definitely had some pretty big letdowns, but I never expected this to be easy, and I know if we want anything to shift, we’ll have to work a lot for it—but even with that I’m very judicious with what I’ll take on as I know many things I care deeply about are effectively a lost cause to do anything about right now.On one hand, studying history helps me keep everything in context, as while things often seem “bad,” there are numerous periods I can cite throughout history both where things were worse and where eerily similar things to what we’re seeing now happened, but in time, they all eventually faded away and resolved themselves. On the other hand, when I was younger, because of who I was, I was put into numerous situations where I was completely powerless, and some of those experiences left a deep imprint on me. So above all else, no matter how tempting it is to give in to despair, I hate surrendering my agency and always try to find a way to help myself or others. When you talk to people at the end of their lives, one of the most common regrets they share was that they allowed themselves to be pulled into what was fed to them rather than doing what they really wanted, so especially as I get older, I try to gravitate towards the things that give me meaning even if it’s difficult to do and I have to go against the tide I’m currently in.With medicine, one of my core aims going in was to do something to help the people medicine had hurt and possibly find a way to shift medicine’s direction toward something that supported health. However, despite those aspirations, I had to quickly come to terms with the fact that the system had too much inertia to change, and the best I could hope for was to help the patients on the periphery who found their way to me. So, when I realized the political window was there to actually make a much larger impact, I felt I needed to take it, but at the same time, the pace I’ve been going at is not sustainable, so I will probably change what I do once this window closes, and it’s no longer as critical to do something with the once-in-a-lifetime opportunities we have now.PK: I understand the weight. I never expected to be in the role I’m in either. Before I knew it, it just happened.AMD:Same. One of the things that motivates me to work as hard as I do is the fear that I'll do something that negatively impacts others, which is part of why I try so hard to make the articles accurate and applicable to all the contingencies I can see coming up. However, while that fear makes me genuinely hesitant to publish anything and makes writing a lot less fun as I have to constantly vet and verify things, at the same time, I also know the fear of making a mistake can’t be an excuse to do nothing, because it’s even worse to squander the generational opportunity we have to make things better now. I spent decades complaining about the way things were, so I’m obligated to do something about them now that I can.PK: Having followed your work, I have a few thoughts on which issues you have covered that then seemed to impact either policy or discussion around certain issues, but I want to ask you, looking back, what do you see as the most meaningful thing you’ve done so far—or the biggest win?AMD:Helping with RFK’s confirmation. Once Trump won, I knew a major coordinated effort would be made to block him, so in November I started testing messages on𝕏that might counter the narratives being built against him in preparation for a future confirmation hearing. Later, immediately after the first day of his hearing, I put out a post framing much of the opposition in terms of pharmaceutical incentives.It reached about 33 million people; some of those points were raised on the second day of the hearing, and afterwardI saw reportingthat the corruption framing had influenced the remaining undecided votes. Since so many people were working behind the scenes to facilitate the confirmation, it’s impossible to know if what I did tipped the needle, and I’m just grateful we did the impossible and got RFK confirmed.PK: Afteryour recent piece on the childhood vaccine schedule, the executive order came out incorporating several of the specific things you’d suggested, including splitting the MMR. What was the thinking behind what you did?AMD:Essentially, with vaccines there are three schools of thought: that vaccines are safe and effective no matter what, that vaccines have risks but their benefits outweigh them, and that vaccines are extremely dangerous and should be banned. Since the industry is very greedy (e.g., they will always take a mile if you give an inch), the “safe and effective” school of thought has dominated, so more and more vaccines and the cumulative toxicity they entail have entered the market, and increasingly aggressive censorship methods have been deployed to sweep upthe continually increasing harm they createunder the rug. However, the mistake the industry made is that because of how much harm is being created, especially post-COVID, it’s no longer possible to sweep all the injuries under the rug or end the conversation by declaring any criticism of vaccination is blasphemy and akin to murdering children).Because of this, an unexpected window has been created to shift the dialog to the middle ground option: that real risks exist to vaccination and they need to be judiciously weighed against their potential benefits, rather than the old position that vaccine injuries were “one in a million” and hence not worth worrying about. I feel that’s important, in part because it’s a middle-ground position that can appeal to far more people and because the entire conversation becomes very different once it shifts from clashing ideologies to simple concrete facts that can be objectively brought into the discussion and highlight that the existing paradigm on vaccination is absurd.PK: That middle-ground approach makes sense. How did you arrive at it?For me, this started because I’ve long believed it’s more important to be “accurate” than “right,” so when I debate another party, I try to fairly represent, that is to say, steelman their position, rather than play games, straw-man them to win, and achieve a hollow victory.PK: I agree.  It’s definitely backfired on our movement when influencers took studies that supported our message, then exaggerated their findings to far beyond what was in it and made apocalyptic predictions that never bore out.AMD: If the truth is on your side, the last thing you want to do is give the other side a straw-man they can use to dismiss all the other valid points you are raising.So, here, I wanted to see if one could make the case thatanyof the vaccines on the schedule were providing a real social benefit alongside the harms they created. From that, I realized the justifications for many of the vaccines were much worse than I had originally thought, and often just a result of lobbying or historical precedent, like with the fact that every child receives diphtheria despite there having been less than one case per year in the USA for decades, yet everyone still gets it because it’s bundled with tetanus.So, given that the harm of vaccines is cumulative and some are more harmful than others (Ed:best shown by all the sudden infant death data), if you could achieve a policy move that cut down the vaccine schedule by removing the worst offenders, while it would not prevent all the injuries they caused, it still would be an immense blessing as it would massively reduce the harm being caused.My own read on the vaccine situation was that the absurd justifications for many of the vaccines on the schedule were one of the least emphasized points in our movement. So, if attention was brought to that, it could reach people in the middle who have doubts about vaccines but view them as necessary and hence tip the needle towards a safer vaccine policy that returns us to where the (ever-increasing) chronic illness rates were a decade or two ago. Likewise with the MMR vaccine, the entire push for the vaccine has revolved around making people terrified of measles, so most people who get the vaccine don’t give a second thought to its other poorly justified components, which is a shame as the vaccine safety movement for decades has pointed out that the harm of the measles vaccine would be significantly reduced if it was not given concurrently with mumps and rubella—and as such, the industry protected their market by making it impossible to ever get measles without the other two.PK: If simple harm-reduction options are available, why have they been resisted so hard?AMD:A few explanations exist for this. For instance, it has long been established that spacing vaccines out, rather than giving them all at the same time, decreases injury rates. So, spacing them out would seem like the rational option for the industry, as they would still get their sales but face less public pushback from the injuries they’ve created. However, rather than do this, each time someone proposes it, the medical industry goes after them and, in some cases, gets their medical licenses. Depending on who you ask, three things explain that behavior.First, spacing vaccines out to reduce injuries is tantamount to an admission vaccines are not completely safe, so to prevent that, they would rather deny the injuries occur and allow them to continue than reduce them, which is in line with the industry and government’s longstanding position that nothingthat creates doubt about vaccines can ever be allowed to exist. This is why, again and again, like just recently when Ron Johnson proved it with COVID-19, you see drug regulatorshide vaccine injury datato prevent “vaccine hesitancy”.Second, economically, it’s harder to sell a massive number of vaccines if children have to separate them, as at this point, prior to RFK cutting things back, they got roughly 50 total vaccines along with annual COVID and Flu shots. If a separate visit was needed for each of those, beyond it adding significantly less reimbursement onto each visit, making it potentially non-viable for pediatricians, it is unlikely most parents would even take their children in that many times. A parallel to this is thatthe original HPV vaccine trials showedgirls who already had one of the targeted HPV infections at the time of vaccination weremore likelyto get cervical cancer, something that has happened to people I know, indicating the rational policy would be to test each vaccine recipient for HPV beforehand. However, as this would reduce vaccine sales, the decision instead was made to lower the age of vaccination in the hope everyone would be vaccinated before a potential sexual exposure to HPV.Third, if you ascribe to the school of thought the vaccination program is intentionally being conducted to harm the population,which a case can be made for, any attempt to reduce vaccine harms would be opposed. However, my own experience in dealing with these types of people is it’s not so much that they want to hurt others as they just don’t careat allabout the consequences of their actions. So, since there is no liability for a vaccine injuring someone, and at least till recently, no potential loss of sales from public outrage over the injuries, incentives aligned for them to keep pushing as many vaccines as possible.PK:I’ve been going through Trump and RFK’svaccine executive order. While more could still be done, what they actually enacted is pretty phenomenal, they eliminated roughly half of the required vaccines, including many of the worst ones, splitting the MMR, moving toward non-aluminum adjuvants, protecting exemptions at the state level, improving the injury surveillance system, which as you know, has always been deliberately opaque, and finally advancing the safety studies that were promised back in 1986. I honestly thought any of those were impossible. Watching so many vaccine proponents completely lose their minds over the last few days has been something else.AMD: It’s understandable; they have a lot to lose once the racket they’ve put so much work into starts to unravel.PK: What bothers me is how much of the loudest opposition is coming from people on our own side who arrived only recently. Why?AMD: It’s definitely irked a lot of people, particularly those who are toiling day in and day out to fix things, and most of them have told me they think it’s because these people are working for the pharmaceutical industry to sabotage things. While that’s possible, since a lot is on the line for the vaccine industry, I hold a different opinion. I’ve seen something similar to this happen in many different movements I’ve belonged to, so rather than be surprised by it, I was expecting it, don’t take it personally, and have just been trying to steer the blackpill sentiment in a positive direction.PK: Seriously?AMD: Yes, here, ask AI right now.What the AI returned:When a reform movement begins to achieve real, measurable progress after years or decades of struggle, a recurring pattern often appears. A vocal contingent that had previously campaigned for reforms treats concrete wins as insufficient, suspect, or even a deliberate distraction. They label the people who delivered those results as saboteurs, dismiss the advances as trivial, and insist that only maximalist, all-or-nothing outcomes count as legitimate success, thereby maintaining their relevance. Versions of this have appeared across history and the political spectrum:In labor and socialist movements, once social-democratic parties and unions won shorter workweeks, workplace safety laws, public healthcare, or stronger bargaining rights, hardline factions frequently denounced the reformers as sellouts or agents of the bourgeoisie and insisted anything short of full socialization was worthless.In the civil-rights struggle, after the Civil Rights Act and Voting Rights Act, more radical voices cast the moderates who secured those laws as too accommodating, arguing legal equality without deeper economic and structural change was incomplete.In environmental politics, measurable gains in emissions standards, renewable deployment, and phase-outs of the dirtiest fuels have often been called “greenwashing” or corporate co-optation by maximalists who demand total systemic overhaul and the abolition of fossil fuels.In anti-war movements, troop withdrawals, arms-control deals, or limits on war powers have been dismissed as cosmetic by uncompromising factions who accuse the negotiators of being controlled opposition.On the right, policy deliveries on taxes, judges, borders, or cultural issues have routinely been branded theater or proof of “RINO”/“Uniparty” betrayal.In the early stages, these absolutist voices often serve a vital function. They keep relentless pressure on institutions, prevent the powerful from defining the limits of reform too narrowly, and expand what eventually becomes politically possible. Without that intensity, many important changes would never gain traction. Once mainstream adoption becomes feasible and tangible institutional results start to appear, the same absolutism frequently turns counterproductive. Energy shifts from consolidating gains or taking the next practical step to tearing down the people who moved the needle. Genuine but incomplete victories are framed as proof of betrayal, and the movement fractures into purity tests rather than strategy as many who initially joined the movement excel at fighting rather than building coalitions to enact policy. The result is slower progress and demoralization of those producing results. The healthiest stance is to hold both halves of the pattern: early pressure is useful and sometimes necessary; treating real wins as inherently fraudulent hinders the cause.PK: Wow. That reminds me of how so many people were disavowing and denouncing RFK for keeping the COVID-19 vaccine on the CDC schedule for pregnant women and children. They treated it as their red line, something not even Bobby could be forgiven for. Then not long after, when he finally got it off the schedule, they immediately forgot about it and moved on to attacking him for the next thing he hadn’t done yet.AMD:Yes. One segment, like many movements in the past, treats any step toward vaccine harm reduction as a distraction from total abolition, like when they yell that “safer vaccines is a psyop.” Others judge that, for the foreseeable future, the realistic path is reducing damage, protecting the right to refuse, and continuing to shift public opinion, because policy ultimately follows voters, which I favor because I’d rather reduce vaccine injuries than accomplish nothing right now. I am also highly doubtful any president besides Trump, due to both his personality and personal experience with vaccine injury, would have ever cut back the vaccine schedule to even a fraction of the degree he has. Yet, even Trump, who has received a lot of blowback for his childhood vaccine decisions, along with many of the people in MAHA I’ve spoken to, have been very clear they will never ban vaccines as it is simply not politically tenable, which is why the compromise position they created on the new CDC vaccine schedule was to make many of the previously recommended vaccines optional or restricted to limited groups rather than taking them off entirely.PK: There is a time when you need rigidity to fight, but there is also a time when you need the flexibility to take the wins that have been given to you.AMD: The other thing a lot of people who haven’t been in the thick of this don’t see is how many people had to work their tails off, were never really recognized or widely thanked for it so that we could get to the point we were at, or just how much pushback there has been from the pharmaceutical companies across the board and just how many different coordinated attempts have been made to sabotage these reforms.For example, over the last six months, one of my projects was to derail the pharmaceutical industry’s successful attempt to stop all vaccine reform. Briefly,they conducted a doctored pollthat said the public was overwhelmingly opposed to vaccine safety reform, so if Trump or RFK pushed it, the Republicans would lose the midterms. Given this information, White House staff made the largely rational response to ban all discussions of vaccine safety until after the midterms. Not long after, a contact working on enacting those reforms said unless something could be done to shift that, before long it would become ingrained as a policy, and likely kill their generational attempts to make a safer vaccine schedule, so they asked if I could help shift that. Sincegive or take every other poll showed the exact oppositeand that the public strongly supported vaccine safety reform, I thought there was an actual chance that narrative could be overturned, and a big focus of what I did with the limited time I had was to do that, which seems to have succeeded. However, I feel in comparison to a lot of the other people who have been working day in and day out, my contribution was minimal, it’s just that it’s hard to see or appreciate a lot of what vaccine safety reformers have to deal with in Washington unless you are in the thick of it.In regards to the specific MMR policy decision, I did not have advanced knowledge of it, so I’m not sure if I what I did tipped the needle there, I just put this message out because I suddenly had an intuition it was the right time to do it, and I tend to act on those as they’ve frequently put me in the right spot at the right time to make a tangible impact (which is why I am likewise grateful to all the critics who amplified that post and inadvertently allowed it to be seen by the right people).PK: I’m grateful a real team came together around this. The institutional resistance is fierce.AMD: Turning values into durable institutional change is harder than it looks from the outside. I’ve tried more times than I can count to do that and failed on things far, far easier than anything RFK is trying to do.PK: What are you focused on now?AMD:I have long believed that continually attacking or trying to destroy something is rarely a successful way to approach things, whereas cultivating a positive thing which displaces the existing issue is typically more effective and has a much more lasting impact. Unfortunately, this often puts me in opposition to the existing paradigm because so much of our society revolved around feeding the human need to use force and domination to simplify reality and eliminate uncertainty.For example, philosophically, modern medicine (allopathy) originated from the idea that you needed to reverse the currently existing symptoms by shifting it to the opposite state, like when aspirin is given for fever; so many of the early interventions used increasingly forceful methods to achieve that shift, leading to it being called “heroic medicine.e” Since creating those forceful shifts often required extreme, heroic measures, side effects inevitably followed, but the medical system’s solution was simply to deny the side effects or rationalize their necessity.PK: That basically describes every vaccine-injured patient I’ve worked with. I will never forget the widely pervasive and deeply cruel extent of the gaslighting my Covid vaccine patients endured, particularly from 2021 to 2023; in fact, I remember that the first half of my typically hour+ long visits was listening to them recount the gaslighting they had endured. It lessened somewhat after that, but gaslighting is especially infuriating when there’s a clear neurological problem sitting right there, tightly and temporally associated with the jab, and the specialists still insist it’s psychosomatic or dress it up with something like “functional neurological disorder.”AMD:One of the most interesting things I learned aboutgaslightingis that after mercury started being widely used in medicine and caused a variety of neurological disorders, the resulting symptoms, particularly in women, were often diagnosed as “hysteria,” which. especially in Freudian theory, was then attributed to unresolved sexual conflicts. In turn, multiple authors have made the case that some of Freud’s original famous cases, along with many other “hysterical” patients, were actually neurologically suffering from mercury poisoning.1,2I’ve thus suspected the reason why Freud’s ideas caught on so quickly was because it gave the doctors a way to absolve themselves from injuring their patients.PK: Just like how people who vaccinate and then get sick are allowed to blame it on the fact other people aren’t vaccinating.AMD:I’m still amazed that line has been able to remain a viable sales pitch for vaccines, but that’s the power of propaganda.PK: I largely agree with the allopathy framing you laid out, but I do have to push back on one point. In some situations you absolutely have to force the body into a different state—especially when you’re dealing with a critically ill patient who’s actively dying.AMD: Completely agree, and that touches upon why modern medicine excels at treating acute conditions rather than chronic ones. Once again, it’s important not to fall into an absolutist stance. There are things conventional medicine handles effectively that should not be rejected simply because they come from a system rife with issues. At the same time, it is often difficult to accept the useful part without also being pushed by medical providers toward many other standard practices that are unnecessary or harmful, and it’s anything but easy to hold both of those realities in your mind simultaneously as you navigate the medical system.”PK: And once you’re inside that system, the default response when something doesn’t work is often just to escalate.AMD: Yes. The other key issue with this paradigm is that since it focuses on dominating the body to achieve a desired outcome, once that fails, the most common (human) response will be to double-down and use more aggressive measures to try to achieve that goal, which in many cases leave the patient far worse than they were. The best example of this is probably high-dose chemotherapy, which came into vogue in the 1980s and 1990s especially for breast cancer, but was eventually pulled back for that use after randomized trials showed it did not improve overall survival and carried much higher toxicity. Because there was so much inertia and money behind it, it was  difficult to speak out against it at the time, by the way, you should check out aWikipedia articlethat gives a good overview, but even after it was phased out for breast cancer, many in oncology continued to hold the core dose-intensity belief and remained willing to accept higher doses and side effects in the hope of better cancer control when it might work.PK: I definitely agree on the overdosing issue. I’m surprised how often the patients we see report having been given doses they simply cannot tolerate. What’s particularly striking is that once my work with vaccine-injured people brought me into contact with so many of the “sensitive patients” you talk about, it became obvious that a lot of doctors just don’t grasp they often need to use lower doses.AMD: I think that’s a result of three things. First, as mentioned earlier, when something doesn’t work, the human tendency is to do more, and then rationalize after the fact why it was the right choice. Second, because our medical system revolves around standardized protocols that doctors can rapidly scale and deploy to drive drug sales, there is no room for the nuance of an individual patient’s needs or the time it takes to figure outthe appropriate dose for them. Lastly, in both the conventional and alternative medical system, our cultural belief “if something is good, more is better” seeps in, so even when you warn doctors or patients, they will often overdo whatever was helping and cross the threshold into something counterproductive.PK: Totally agree, but there is some nuance there as I have worked with a number of theapeutics that have pretty impressive dose-response curves, but they are a minority, although I agree most docs tend to think they all do. Life would be so much easier if people stopped doing that.AMD: The same principle I use in medicine, “cultivate health rather than relentlessly attack disease,” also applies to how I try to engage the larger culture. A lot of the persistent bad practices inside the medical system are simply reflections of the broader culture that produces the conditions for them, so a good deal of my focus goes into how we can shift the underlying mentality. Among other things, this means moving from polarized black-and-white discourse toward something more nuanced that can tolerate ideas we don’t fully agree with as long as they actually move things forward from where we are now. With medicine specifically, while I think it’s important to expose what’s wrong, relentlessly attacking the system is not a workable strategy on its own. People still need medical care and will end up going back to the conventional system even when they have serious doubts about it.PK: So what’s the solution?AMD:I settled on providing better alternatives to the existing paradigm, and on empowering people to figure out for themselves how to use them. On one hand, this frees people from being subject to the medical system and to practices they disagree with, such as care being made conditional on COVID vaccination. On the other, it creates the one thing that can motivate the medical system to do a better job, which is genuine competition. Competition forces them either to provide the results patients want or to lose a great deal of money. I believe that is the only reason the loss of trust in science and medicine after COVID is even being allowed to be openly discussed now. They need to regain that trust for the business model to work.More importantly, it catalyzes a shift in consciousness, both by making people have a tangible realization that the suffering they went through didn’t have to happen, which moves skepticism of the system from an abstract idea to a lived experience, but also because simple remedies being able to affect so many different diseases shifts the societal perspective on how the body works from the sterile reductionist model our society revolves around to a much more vibrant and connected one.PK: That may be one of the reasons I gave more than a year of my life to alert the public to the wonders and broad applicability of chlorine dioxide, but I have been reluctant to putmy book on Amazonwhere it could reach a much wider audience. So how do you actually do it at scale?AMD:While I’ve been able to do that for many individual patients I’ve worked with, it’s obviously unrealistic I could do that at scale and shift the culture. However, I’ve long believed that the shifts towards “cultural health” always have a building stage, where for years, if not centuries, some people are aware of the idea, and try desperately against all odds to have it catch on (often becoming extremely bitter and frustrated those around them simply don’t want what would radically improve their lives), but then at some point, the cultural conditions suddenly shift, and all the work that had been done previously is positioned to ignite and shift the whole culture.The fall of the Berlin wallis the most commonly cited example of this, but consider what’s happened with the vaccine issue.Since the days of thesmallpox vaccine over 200 years ago, people from all walks of life have done all they can to fight against and protest vaccination. Despite that, as the years went on, the vaccine industry only became more powerful, and each coordinated opposition to it was largely erased from memory. Yet the industry grew so overconfident and greedy that during COVID it did things so far out of line that public distrust of COVID vaccination sprouted like wildfire. That distrust spread across a recently "freed" internet, in a highly polarized political climate where one side had shortsightedly chosen to zealously endorse vaccines. Before long, doubt about the COVID vaccine and resentment toward the left turned into something else, and people began listening to the parents of vaccine-injured children whom they had previously written off. So now there is not only far more distrust of vaccines than I ever expected to see in my lifetime, but RFK is enacting policy after policy that, as you said before, people in the vaccine safety movement dreamed of for decades.PK: I’m with ya on that, I never ever would have imagined it could have moved that fast.AMD: Another way to think about it was that the reason people like you wanted to get involved was ultimately due to the fact we’d reached the point where a rapid shift was possible.Anyways, due to some odd coincidences, I’ve periodically felt like I was put where I was because there was a role I was supposed to serve. For instance, I had some very odd experiences right before COVID that made me feel I was supposed to become entangled in it, and due to a series of improbable events, I eventually ended up in the position I am in now. Similarly, when I was younger, I noticed that a lot of the incredible medical discoveries people had made were gradually disappearing and getting harder and harder to find, so for some reason, I felt compelled to preserve them in the hopes I could pass them onto someone in the next generation and keep their fire alive for the time far into the future when they were ready to emerge and then somehow was repeatedly connected with their reclusive custodians.However, when that pursuit started, I never expected something like the internet would emerge, let alone that when it reached the point where information could rapidly disseminate across the culture, I’d be in the position to disseminate it. So, all the paths lead to a simple conclusion; my role is to provide information that people can use to both positively transform the medical system and opt out of it, and I want to do that by leaving detailed summaries and records of exactly how people can do that so they have the best shot of igniting when the time is right. Because of the unusual sequence of events that led here, I treat it as something I’m directly accountable for getting right. My focus hence stays on the results rather than recognition, as the former is my priority, which is one reason anonymity helps.That’s basically why I’ve put so much work into trying to create a comprehensive foundation for DMSO rather than letting it follow the course of a typical health fad and I did it under a very tight timeline. It is also why I’m doing the same thing with a few other therapies like ozone as that’s the best I could come up with to create a positive shift.PK: A lot of that sounds like Carl Jung’s “Sage-Steward” Archetype. On that note, I have to thank you for the piece you put out last week onthe war against chlorine dioxideand for highlighting how my book’s story folds into a broader pattern of monopolistic suppression. After you called out the absurdity of their position,a few days ago, the FDA quietly pulled the pages that had been calling CDS “toxic bleach” for years and blocking CDS research globally.AMD: That gives me hope that with enough work it may at last be possible to overturn the FDA’s position that ozone is a toxic gas with no medical value whatsoever.PK: Exactly. It’s another reminder that putting the evidence in one place, cleanly, does matter.AMD:That’s it essentially. Because of all the eerie coincidences that made what I’m doing now possible, I feel I have a deep obligation to do the task I was entrusted with well. Once the foundation is solid I want others to carry it forward so it isn’t dependent on me and I am becoming increasingly hopeful that the current conditions will allow things that previously looked impossible, provided the groundwork is done carefullyPK: I’m glad you’re doing it. Is there anything people can do to support the work?AMD:The support I’ve received up to this time has been incredible and has been the thing that’s made a lot of what I’ve done possible. Some of the things I want to do are only possible if the newsletter and its support grows, but I have faith that it will happen eventually and I deeply appreciate everyone who helps make that possible. For the time being, I just want people to share the material, incorporate the ideas I put forward they agree with into their own frameworks, and if they have time, to leave a comment about experiences they’ve had with DMSOhereas I’m now approaching my impossible goal of10,000 reader DMSO testimonials.Beyond that, there are also a lot of people doing critical work on the vaccine safety I’d like to draw attention to.  A team of researchers I trust are conducting a study comparing the health of vaccinated and unvaccinated children, so if you’d like to consider filling out a brief survey, you can do sohere. Furthermore, the government is about to finalize a historic autism plan, so if you can lend your voice right now (Ed: the instructions arehere), especially if you had a child who was vaccine injured, please consider doing so.PK: I’m glad I decided to support you early on. Any final thoughts?Everyone is born with the chance to create a deep meaning from their life. They just have to set their sights on what they know in their heart they are meant to do rather than getting caught up in the endless distractions and aimlessness society feeds us. Time is limited, but I started the journey I’ve been on for decades because I knew it was vital I found the things which could provide that purpose to my life. A lot of what I’m doing now is quite arduous, but the fact that real results are possible has been more than enough for me to invest as much as I have into it. Despite my optimistic nature, for most of my life, because of how entrenched the vested interests are that exploit and harm everyone for profit, I’ve been a pessimist that things could ever change. Now that one thing after another is coming to fruition in the blink of an eye, it quite frankly feels surreal. Just a few years ago I would have said my life felt complete if even one of the things I discussed here had happened. Since I tend to focus on how things will unfold far into the future, my aim has always been to lay foundations for results that would matter years down the road, so I never imagined I’d see some of those aspirations occur so quickly.PK: Look, I just want to say I really appreciate what you’ve done to help move things forward.AMD: I feel the same way about you, but I don’t even know who we can even give the credit to at this point.  Much of what I’m doing is only possible because so many people are helping me, and more importantly if there had not been a critical mass of people like you, Robert, Senator Johnson and many more, who stepped up and stuck their necks out to try to fix this mess nothing could have happened.  If my read of history is correct, this is all part of a much larger cycle and we all just were happened  to be the ones around at the time where this was meant to happen.PK: Or as the old line goes—it’s amazing what you can accomplish if you don’t care who gets the credit.If you’d like to follow AMD’s prolific work on Substack, you can do sohereand subscribe below:The Forgotten Side of MedicineHere I do my best to expose both the light and dark within medicine that has remained hidden.  My hope is that knowledge can improve your health and the health of those around us.By A Midwestern DoctorLastly, if you value the late nights and deep dives into all the “rabbit holes” I write about, your support for my work is greatly appreciated.Pierre Kory’s Medical Musings is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.The Shameless Commercialism Department:I write about minerals and water. I also sell them.Aurminais simply the provable, superior, and less expensive alternative to reverse osmosis for purifying drinking water. It binds and removes over 245 modern contaminants — and unlike RO, it leaves the minerals, redox activity, and ion-exchange capability restored, rather than stripping water empty and calling that clean.Primora Biois the same chemistry for the water that grows things: irrigation and foliar, for soil, crops, and livestock.Both came out of a year spent on one forgotten Japanese mineral extraction that produced three books (The Stone and Water Series)and led to the retirement of my patient panel, though not fromLeading Edge Clinic.From Research to Practice - Links Below ImageEarth’s Living Water- Its History, Its Ruin, and the Way BackThe Silent Aquifer- Humanity’s Unfolding Food and Water CrisisThe War on Chlorine Dioxide- The Medicine That Could End MedicineAurmina– The Mineral Extract For Naturally Vitalized Drinking WaterPrimora Bio- Bringing Life Back To SoilLeading Edge Clinic- Tele-Medicine Clinic Caring For Patients in All 50 StatesThe War on Ivermectin- The Medicine That Could have Ended the PandemicThe Blueprint of Life- The Hidden Architecture That Powers Life and HealthMedical Musings- A View From the Inside Of Modern Medicine

Summary: A conversation with A Midwestern Doctor on human rigidity, vaccine reform, and how we are finally moving the needle


AMD's Masterful History Detailing a Century of Suppressed Therapeutics in the US

This week, my friend and colleague A Midwestern Doctor (AMD) published the brilliant new article above, part of whose subject was my book calledThe War on Chlorine Dioxide(written with my co-authorJenna McCarthy, who is one of the funniest and smartest writers on Substack, so if you’re not already following her, you should remedy that immediately).After detailing medicine’s nefarious history of building monopolies, burying inexpensive treatments, and branding inconvenient therapies as dangerous quackery, AMD gets to the book — which, if I may shamelessly brag for a second, they call “one of the most well documented example[s] of how the medical system colluded to suppress a therapy that threatened multiple franchises.” They highlight everything from chlorine dioxide’s accidental discovery as a therapeutic, to malaria outbreaks that disappeared after the drinking water was treated, to the surgeon who reported a 99.6% success rate treating 3,000 COVID patients with chlorine dioxide—only to have their hospital’s COVID unit shut down, to why the phrase “toxic bleach” may have been one of the most effective PR campaigns in modern medical history — right after “horse de-wormer” at least.The book itself covers chlorine dioxide’s history, its pioneers, persecutions, and proponents, the science and safety behind it, and so much more. Senator Ron Johnson callsThe War on Chlorine Dioxide“a gripping tale of corruption and courage that will open eyes and prompt serious questions.” I’ll take that.If you’ve been wondering what I spent two years obsessively researching and writing about, you’ll get a pretty good taste. And if you’re ready to get your hands on a copy (it’s available in paperback and eBook in English, Spanish, and Portuguese, so spread the word), you can do thatright here.A Word About AMDI have known AMD for years now, and somewhere along the way we realized that the missions of our Substacks were largely aligned, with one caveat: theirs is more focused and consistent and far better written, while mine often strays into more contentious areas of our Substack writers category, a category whose somewhat oxymoronic name still makes me laugh, “Health Politics,” where AMD now sits in the #1 spot, such that it has triggered envy amongst the otheramazingranked writers they overtook, some of whom have now started calling AMD a “Pharma plant.” Hilarious. Or, at least it would be if it weren’t so sad.Anyway, the category name reminds me of a meme I came across a few years ago, making fun of the political divides that arose around scientific topics like ivermectin’s efficacy in Covid: “Who believes in penicillin more, Republicans or Democrats?”Anyway, we were two people who stumbled into similar missions and have admired each other’s work ever since. They do theirs almost full-time; I only get to do it part-time, squeezed around a mountain of other responsibilities, like running theLeading Edge Clinicand writing books. And what they do with that time is extraordinary. They just spent over a year and a half — ayear and a half— meticulously documenting the story of DMSO, one of the most important and most deliberately buried therapies in all of medicine. Nobody working today matches their combination of writing skill, rigor, breadth, and thoroughness.I had AI put together a little graphic listing the various branches of medicine and therapeutics that “the medical establishment” has suppressed over the past century and more, as detailed by AMD intheir article:The list above brings to mind my essay, “The Kory Scale,” in which I proposed a method for assessing the effectiveness of an “alternative” therapy, particularly when it is safe, inexpensive, and widely accessible (the trifecta that threatens medicine’s economic model).The method is simple: you assign points to every suppression and persecution tactic deployed by the institutions of society against the therapy, and the more points, the more effective (i.e., threatening) it is. I proposed different scores for media attacks, negative high impact journal editorials, FDA denials of research, universities and journals publishing trials of the treatments that are designed to fail, doctors who advocate for them losing their specialty certifications, licenses, or jobs (ahem), and, in a number of the cases above, assassinations or assassination attempts on the innovators of such treatments (as I detail in my book around chlorine dioxide and earlier oxidative therapies)If more people in our society understood this history, and how it is still occurring, one of two things could happen. One, the system could change (not). Or two, people could seek out reliable information they could use to protect their own and their families' health, rather than relying on the high priests and priestesses of the medical religion, with their often terrible and very narrow therapeutic armamentarium. I ain’t holding my breath for the first. So, alongside AMD, I work toward the second.From early on in Covid, I had one goal: that every cupboard in America hold ivermectin, for the whole family. Dreaming like that hasn’t changed, only the compounds have. Now my goal is for every cupboard to hold both chlorine dioxide and DMSO (mine does), two “umbrella therapies,” meaning each has numerous mechanisms of action and can treat a broad range of diseases, can be purchased online, and people can (and must) educate themselves to use, I believe safely, and far safer than most pharmaceuticals. DMSO has more mechanisms of action than chlorine dioxide; but several of those of chlorine dioxide, particularly against infectious illness, are far more potent.There’s a more personal reason I care about this, too. For reasons I won’t get into here, I’ve come to see our medical system as an institution in serious decline, but now declining the way so many other institutions of society are declining right now, and, in the years since Covid, the hospital system has hardened into something even more rigid, protocolized, and unthinking than what I trained in. As my readers know, I now suffer fromnosocomophobia, the fear of hospitals (a real and documented condition). Since Covid and my excommunication from “the system,” a daily, unspoken goal of my life is to avoid the hospital at nearly all costs. I’ve told my wife that the only way I’m going is if I’m unconscious, so she would have to call the ambulance herself.I’m not telling you to draw the line exactly where I draw it; you should set your own criteria, and there absolutely may come a day when you have to go, and on that day you should go. The point isn’t recklessness; it’s the opposite. It’s being equipped well enough to make that call wisely, to handle at home what can be handled there safely, and to know the difference. I wrote about that last winter, when I treated a sudden, severe illness myself rather than walk into an ER:“Why and How I Purposefully Avoided the Hospital After Developing an Acute, Severe Illness This Week.”Consider it a case study in both what I do and, in more than a few moments, whatnotto do, but also remember that I am an experienced ICU specialist, so what I can pull off at home is unlikely to be an option for most.That’s the mission, and AMD’s article is one more piece of the case for it. I’m grateful they wrote it.Read their work.Then, if you want the fuller story,The War on Chlorine Dioxideis available atwaronchlorinedioxide.com— again, it’s not on Amazon for all the reasons detailed in AMD’s article, so that’s the only place to get it.*If you value the late nights and deep dives into all the “rabbit holes” I write about, your support is greatly appreciated.Subscribe nowNote to readers:One discovery consumed my last year: a volcanic mineral extract made by the Japanese scientist Shimanishi fifty years ago — the “Golden Elixir” of the old traditions, made real. It led me to writetwothree books, retire from my patient panel (but not fromLeading Edge Clinic), and start a company with one mission: to carry this forgotten chemistry off the page.Aurminafor the water we drink, andPrimora Biofor the water our soil, crops, and animals crave.From Research to Practice - Links Below ImageEarth’s Living Water- Its History, Its Ruin, and the Way BackThe Silent Aquifer- Humanity’s Unfolding Food and Water CrisisThe War on Chlorine Dioxide- The Medicine That Could End MedicineAurmina– The Mineral Extract For Naturally Vitalized Drinking WaterPrimora Bio- Bringing Life Back To SoilLeading Edge Clinic- Tele-Medicine Clinic Caring For Patients in All 50 StatesThe War on Ivermectin- The Medicine That Could have Ended the PandemicThe Blueprint of Life- The Hidden Architecture That Powers Life and HealthMedical Musings- A View From the Inside Of Modern Medicine

Summary: A brilliant piece from A Midwestern Doctor, built around my book, The War on Chlorine Dioxide, exposed the long trail of suppression around inexpensive, safe, broadly effective therapies.


The Silent Aquifer: Photographic Appendix

If you are here, either you were strolling by and stumbled in, or were launched here by the QR code at the opening ofThe Silent Aquifer’sblack-and-white Photographic Appendix. Either way, welcome and enjoy the color photo version.Thechapters of this book argue from data, mechanism, and pattern. The images that follow argue from something simpler: what happened when people tried it themselves. These are not controlled experiments, and they are not presented as proof. They are visual records, from gardens, fields, kitchens, and backyards, of the kind of signal that arrives before formal evidence does. The reader can see what the observers saw and decide what to make of it.Appendix 1: Potato Experiment: Two Glasses, Two FatesIn one glass, a potato rotted. In the other, it grew.The experiment, submitted by my colleague Kacper Postawski, was simple. Two potatoes were placed in identical glasses. One glass contained ordinary tap water. The other contained water treated with a Themarox-derived mineral solution. There was no soil, no fertilizer, no added nutrient program, and no biological system beyond the potato itself. The glasses were then left undisturbed for weeks.In ordinary tap water, the result followed the expected path: clouding, foul odor, tissue softening, structural breakdown, and decay. In the treated water, the system behaved differently. The water remained clearer. The potato retained its form. Roots developed into a dense mesh, and a green shoot emerged upward.Two potatoes, the same carbon in each, and only the water deciding whether it slid toward rot or held together as something aliveAppendix 2: The Accidental LilacAn accidental experiment cannot be staged. That is what makes it worth recording.My partner, Scott Marsland, noticed the difference in blooming of his two side-by-side lilac bushes, and realized that when he had performed the foliar sprays with treated water, due to the angle at which he was spraying, the bush on the right received much more of the treated water than the bush on the left. This accidental experiment suggested a dose-response relationship between the water and the bushes’ flowering: the one on the right in full bloom, the one on the left in sparser bloom.Then, a few weeks later, when the bushes were no longer in bloom, he noticed a marked difference in the color and vigor of the bushes: on the left, the tips of the leaves were yellow and curled, while those on the right were deep green and straight.Scott has lived in that house over twenty years, and in all of them neither bush had ever come close to blooming like the one on the right, and the two had never come in differently. Same corner, same soil, same light, same two plants, over twenty springs running, and the only new thing this year was Rock-Water. Nature set the experiment up: two bushes alike in everything but one, how much treated water reached each, and the bloom tracked the water. More water, more flower. Less water, less. That is a dose-response, and it is the oldest evidence there is.Appendix 3: The Basil Plant RaceThese photographs were taken eighteen days apart. Nothing changed between them except the water.Submitted by my colleague Jeff, producer and director ofThe Universal Antidotedocumentary and author of theCurious OutlierSubstack, the first case involved two established basil plants grown side by side under matched conditions: same soil, same light, same fertilizer, and the same watering volume and schedule.The sole intentional variable was the water.One basil plant received filtered well water. The other received the same water treated with a 10% Themarox-derived solution. No meaningful amount of mineral nutrient was added beyond what both plants already received from the soil and Miracle-Gro fertilizer.Dec 6, 2025, start of the race:Dec 24, 2025:Yet the plants diverged.The basil receiving treated water showed accelerated growth, deeper coloration, increased leaf density, and greater structural rigidity. It looked like improved access: as if minerals already present in the soil became more biologically available, and carbon already available to the plant could be fixed more efficiently into living structure rather than dissipated through stress, inefficiency, or weak growth.As a side-by-side observation, it again fits the larger geohydrological return framework. The treated plant grew faster, greener, denser, and stiffer, as if the minerals already in the soil had simply become easier to reach.Appendix 4: A Lawn Blasts OffShe did not design an experiment. She planted a lawn and watched what happened.A home gardener decided to seed her lawn with grass. In the photos below, you can see a completely grassless lawn in March, and she seeded the lawn in sections starting on April 29th and finishing May 2nd. She sprayed the grass twice in the first few days, and then again at about a week.She reported that every morning she would get up, have a coffee, and “watch the lawn grow.”As you can see below, within eight days, the seeded area was completely covered in green grass, whereas the instructions on the seed bag stated that it would take between 14 and 21 days, a growth speed which matches many of the studies reported by Shimanishi and other agronomists.Appendix 5: A Cactus Sleeps For 50 YearsThis observation was submitted by Brent Hanson, a patient of my partner Scott, who has been experimenting with Themarox-conditioned water in his home. He sent it because the plant in question had a history.My name is Brent Hanson, and I have been experimenting with water treated with Scott Marsland’s mineral technology in different areas of my life. Recently, I decided to try it with a very special plant in our home: a Christmas cactus that once belonged to my grandmother. Our family believes this cactus has been with us for roughly forty to fifty years, and in all that time none of us can remember seeing it bloom.After I began consistently watering it with diluted Themarox-treated water, something remarkable happened. For the first time in decades, the old family Christmas cactus produced a healthy, vibrant bloom.It was a small flower, but a big moment for our family, because this plant is one of the last living connections we have to my grandmother.I can’t claim this proves cause and effect, but the timing was striking. After decades of silence, the plant responded soon after I started using this kind of treated water. For me, that first blossom is more than just a flower on an old cactus; it feels like a symbol of hope and renewal in my own healing journey. It reminded me that even when change seems impossible, life can surprise us in gentle, unexpected ways.Brent HansonAppendix 6: Seven Doves Visit in the Middle of WinterRecently, my partner Scott Marsland sent me a uniquely fascinating visual anecdote. His wife, Kerrie, filled a water bowl with Themarox-treated water and placed it on the front porch side rail of their home in Ithaca, New York.Two days later, in the middle of January, they saw seven doves congregating around the bowl and drinking from it. That alone made the scene striking. What made it memorable was the context: they had maintained a bird water bowl for more than twenty years and had heated it during winter for the previous three years, yet they had never seen this event before.It belongs here because it is the kind of small, unexpected field signal that prompts deeper questions. And it was not the only one. A reader wrote to my colleague Matt Bakos with a similar account about her housecat: when she filled the upstairs bowl with treated water, the cat stopped drinking from its usual bowl in the basement. When she switched the bowls, moving the treated water down to the basement, the cat abandoned the upstairs bowl and followed it down. Neither the doves nor the cat proves anything. What both raise is whether living systems can sometimes register differences in water, in redox or hydration, before our instruments are brought to bear. It is hard to forget: seven doves, in the middle of winter, gathering around a bowl of treated water where none had gathered before.Appendix 7: A Field That Had Given UpWhen Patrick Rascon started this trial, there were no earthworms. By the end of the season, there were.Temecula, California, is a semi-arid transition zone that looks favorable on paper and proves difficult in practice: low seasonal rainfall, hot desiccating summers, and old, calcium-rich, carbonate-heavy soils with little organic matter and fragile microbial life. It is not a low-mineral environment. It is a low-availability one.The minerals are present but locked: iron chlorosis shows up even in iron-rich ground, magnesium and phosphorus get immobilized by carbonate chemistry, and trace elements circulate poorly despite an abundant inventory. That made it a useful test of the question at the center of this book: can a degraded soil-water system recover when mineral access is restored from the water side rather than forced in from the fertilizer side?Rascon, who produces a Shimanishi-derived solution called Volcanna Rain, reported soil that was dry, dusty, and biologically exhausted, with no detectable earthworm activity and little visible life except goat heads (Tribulus terrestris). Goat heads are a warning flag: they thrive where soil has been disturbed, its structure collapsed, its organic carbon lost. Worse, the only abundant organism he found was cutworms, whose success signals a field whose biology has fallen behind the speed at which the crop is being asked to grow.The intervention was essentially irrigation with mineral-treated water made from Volcanna Rain. No compost, no fertilizer program, no mineral blends, no aggressive inoculant. Early on, the field behaved like degraded soil: poor vigor, high insect pressure, uneven growth. Then it shifted. The cutworms disappeared. Earthworms appeared and thrived. Pest pressure fell so far that no pesticide was used. Roots established, plant architecture strengthened, leaf density and color rose, and multiple vegetable varieties flourished at once.Just after mid-season, small amounts of fish emulsion and limited microbial support were added, far too little to explain the magnitude and uniformity of the response across crops. Weather and unknown variables may have contributed. What makes it notable is the disproportion between what went in, a trace of minerals in the water, and what came back.Cucumbers as a ComparisonRascon withheld the mineral solution from his weekly foliar spray on one row of cucumbers, an informal comparison against the treated crops beside them. The difference was striking. Where the nearby tomatoes were vivid green, the cucumber leaves were yellow-brown, curled, and stressed, and mold appeared on the cucumbers while the tomatoes stayed clean.About half the cucumber crop never developed the color he expected, and many were flavorless and spotted. Where the treated water was included, the crop was greener, sturdier, and more resilient; where it was withheld, the signs of deficiency and stress stayed visible.EconomicsFor a half-acre plot over a six-month season, with the solution as the near-sole input, Rascon estimated roughly $50 per month at wholesale and $100 at retail; for fields needing only foliar application, roughly $25 to $50 per month. The point is not merely that the input was cheap. It is that a response like this, if reproduced under controlled conditions, would suggest a different model of farming: not overwhelming degraded soil with more inputs, but restoring the chemistry through which soil, water, minerals, microbes, and plants function together.Appendix 8: Standing Irrigation WaterStanding irrigation water on a clay-soil Asian pear orchard, before and after surface treatment with mineral-conditioned water. After flood irrigation, well water had stood on this clay ground for roughly two weeks without draining, long enough to grow algae across its surface, a sign of how completely the sealed soil had stopped accepting it. Patrick estimated the standing puddle at 100 to 200 gallons. He then sprayed the surface with four gallons of well water into which he had mixed sixteen ounces of his product, Volcanna Rain, the standard dose for treating about 125 gallons of water, so the amount applied was calibrated to treat roughly what was standing there. A stick was set to mark the water level.Within six hours, the water had begun to penetrate visibly, and by the next evening, the ground had absorbed it almost completely. The soil had not changed in the interval; only the water entering it had. Photographs courtesy of Patrick Rascon; recorded as a personal communication.ConclusionSeen one at a time, they would simply be intriguing examples. When viewed all together, a direction appears. Across basil, Christmas cactus, potatoes, lawn, field crops, and birds, the same movement keeps showing up. When water is treated with a biotite-derived sulfated mineral complex, living systems repeatedly turn toward greater organization: clearer water instead of foul breakdown, roots instead of decay, green leaves instead of chlorosis, soil life instead of absence, sudden and explosive blooms instead of quiet green, and water that goes where it is supposed to, no longer stagnant and growing algae.That direction is what makes them worth keeping, because in most of these cases, the added mineral was a trace, and the response is out of all proportion to it. The most coherent reading is that the water may be doing the work itself, restoring the exchange, redox, and hydration that let charge, minerals, and carbon act together again. That is what a geohydrological return framework would predict, and it is what these scattered images, taken together, appear to show.Appearing is not proving, and I have not asked them to prove anything. Each is a testable claim dressed in the clothes of an anecdote, and each could be properly set up with matched controls, standardized dosing, and blinded measurements by anyone willing to do the work.So I will not end by telling you what they mean. I do not fully know. I know only that the same direction kept arriving in fifty different ways, and that when the same result appears from enough different directions, it becomes hard to explain them all away. What to make of it from here is no longer mine to decide.It belongs to whoever picks up the next glass of water and looks.Subscribe now

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As of Last Night, the U.S Government Will Never Get to Tell Doctors What They Can or Can't Say Anymore

What California Attorney General Rob Bonta, whose ass we just kicked in court, probably looks like today.Last night I received a call from my amazing lawyer, Rick Jaffe, who also represented Dr. Stanislaw Burzynski back in the day during the FDA’s decades-long persecution of him, which Iwrote about previously. Anyway, he called me with some big news: a federal judge had just signed an order that, four years ago, I thought I would never get.In the case Kory v. Bastard, err, I mean Bonta, senior United States District Judge William B. Shubb granted our renewed motion for a preliminary injunction and ordered not only California’s Attorney General but also the Medical Board of California and the Osteopathic Medical Board, as well as ANYONE acting on their behalf, to stop investigating us, stop prosecuting us, stop harassing us. Most importantly, stop threatening our licenses over any professional opinions we might share with our own patients about Covid-19, the “vaccines,” ivermectin, anything. The order names me and my two colleagues, Dr. Le Trinh Hoang and Dr. Brian Tyson.Let me remind you what this fight was about, because it represents one of the most glaring absurdities perpetrated during the Covid clown show.In 2022, California passed AB 2098, a law that made it professional misconduct for a physician to give a patient Covid advice that departed from the government’s position. Let me repeat that. In the supposed United States of America (which I started to call the United States of Pharma early on in Covid), American physicians in that state, where I was licensed at the time, would have been literally forced to spew state propaganda in our patients’ ears or we would have lost our licenses. Not for fraud. Not for malpractice. No, it would have been for having a different medical opinion from that of our “beloved,” “un-captured” (yeah, right) government health agencies led by Saint Fauci (who, in a beautiful twist of fate, is in a contempt hearing today).The penalty would have been our licenses, which is to say our careers, our livelihoods, and our ability to care for the people who came to us precisely because we would tell them the truth as we saw it. The state took the most personal conversation in medicine, the one between a doctor and a frightened patient, and tried to put its own words in our mouths, with our licenses held as collateral to make sure we complied.We sued. And, incredibly to me at the time, we initially lost.In April 2024, this very same judge initially denied our motion, based on the theory that when a doctor speaks to a patient, that speech is really just “conduct,” and conduct the state is free to regulate. Yup. Under that logic, the most important speech a physician ever delivers, the counsel we give at the bedside, carries less First Amendment protection than a billboard. So we said $%#! that and kept going.Finally, the ground shifted, and it shifted at the Supreme Court. But it wasn’t easy because our appeal was denied by Justice Kagan and then a petition for certiorari was met with… ten months of silence. That is because they were considering a similar case, that of Chiles v. Salazar, which was finally decided this past March. There, the Court provided what I like to call “correction and direction” to Judge Shubb by holding that a professional’s speech to a client is still speech, protected by the First Amendment, and not some lesser category of “conduct” that the government can freely script. That decision pulled the foundation out from under the ruling against us. So we went back to the same courtroom and asked again. This time the answer was yes.To learn of all the shenanigans pulled by the Medical Board and the state of California, as well as all the barriers that Attorney Rick Jaffe had to overcome, please read his post about the case, titled “The Doctor Will Speak To You Now.” It is excellent.The judge was careful to point out that this was not a license for doctors to lie or to harm. The order leaves the boards every power they should have if a doctor does that. For sure, they can still go after genuine fraud, and should. They can still discipline actual negligent treatment, real prescribing violations, and a true failure of informed consent.What they can no longer do is punish us for telling our own patients the truth as we saw it: that in our medical judgment the state was coercing and mandating its citizens into receiving toxic, lethal, ineffective, illogical, and experimental gene therapies, and that we would not pretend otherwise. We continue to have the freedom, even in Clownifornia, to both hold and freely express opinions that contradict those of the priesthood within public health and academia. The court even said, in so many words, that the boards may not dress up a viewpoint prosecution as a “standard of care” or “informed consent” case. That was always the trick, and the judge saw through it.This is a preliminary injunction, which means the full fight over the merits continues. But a preliminary injunction is not a small thing because a federal court does not issue one unless it has concluded we are likely to win, and it protects us right now, today, from the machine that spent years trying to grind down doctors who would not read from the state’s script. First they took my specialty certifications, then they were going to go after my license to practice. While this case was being litigated, I smartly decided not to renew my California one, because of the domino effect: if you lose your license in one state, the others could, and probably would, follow. Rick Jaffe just told me to go ahead and re-apply, but I won’t, for reasons not the least of which is the $1,500 fee California charges. Know that in other states, the fee is around $500. What a state.The sad reality of it all is that we had to learn that a government that can tell your doctor what he is allowed to say can basically tell your doctor to lie to you. The First Amendment exists for exactly this moment, when the official position is loud, certain, andliterallydead wrong. It allows for what were a few handfuls of doctors to publicly warn you. That is, if you cared to listen to what they turned us into, i.e., “discredited doctors.” We were told to fall in line or lose everything. We said no (or, in my case, the emphatic New Yorker version of no). And a federal judge just told the State of California that saying no was our right (including the New Yorker version, although he didn’t state that specifically).Free speech prevailed. We do not have to parrot pharma-government nonsense to keep our licenses. That principle was worth every day of this fight.My deepest thanks to our attorney,Rick Jaffe,who never stopped; to my co-plaintiffs, Le Trinh Hoang and Brian Tyson; and toChildren’s Health Defense, who fought for every one of us through COVID, harder still since, and for years before it ever arrived. Every one of them stood in the fire beside me.And I am dropping another donation to bothRick JaffeandCHDright now, because who knows when you or I will need them for whatever evil comes up with next. I am just so sick of the persistent trampling of almost every principle of freedom we hold dear, and it helps me sleep at night to know that we have some of the smartest, most dogged, and deeply principled people fighting for us at every turn.More soon.*If you value the late nights and deep dives into all the “rabbit holes” I write about, your support is greatly appreciated.Subscribe nowNote to readers:One discovery consumed my last year: a volcanic mineral extract made by the Japanese scientist Shimanishi fifty years ago — the “Golden Elixir” of the old traditions, made real. 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Summary: In Kory v. Bonta, a federal judge just barred California’s Attorney General and its medical boards from coming after me and my colleagues for the expert opinions we share with patients.